uploading and deleting things.

I should really be sleeping. I need to get some sleep aid things.

Also, it’s been so long since I’ve had anyone interested in me, that I’m pretty sure I’m at that point where you’re too far gone and won’t ever be attractive to anyone. You know where you’ll just be the one they play stupid games with, to torment and torture you for the sake of entertainment for their friends. Or maybe they just pity you. Either way. 

I’m 110% sure everyone I’ve gone on a date with… if you will even call it that….is in a relationship now. 

Insanity. I was built to be alone while bones grow old and cold. 

I guess this is all surfacing because everyone always asks if I’m married now, or engaged, or you know have some sort of better half.