February 2012
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currently working my way through my photo...
uploading and deleting things.
I should really be sleeping. I need to get some sleep aid things.
Also, it’s been so long since I’ve had anyone interested in me, that I’m pretty sure I’m at that point where you’re too far gone and won’t ever be attractive to anyone. You know where you’ll just be the one they play stupid games with, to torment and torture...
Hi.
Just thought I’d check in.
It makes me extremely happy to see old men buying flowers/roses.
This week: I’ve seen one of my best friends, the one friendship that has been through it all, you know the truly tested type of friendship. Through the fights, through the disagreements, and adventures. That was nice. She brought me a Harry Potter bag, and a “Asshole Book” which...
I find it extremely interesting to see what people...
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womp, womp.
I’m basically dead to the world.
I’ll be back sometime.
Maybe by Valentine’s Day.
Maybe not.
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Murder
I had a dream that my best friend from high school was trying to kill me. At first I kept hearing these stories of how he’s gone off track and such. I didn’t really pay much attention though. My friend Teal had told me he was going around saying he was going to off someone soon…she also told me what he was now driving…a skinny white van. Anyways, I headed back to my...
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0-90MPH in a day.
Today has been a very stressful whirlwhind. Wake up to a call about a temporary job offer. Awesome. I think I got the job, but I’m still waiting on guideline emails which makes me slightly impatient. Start working on start up stuff……..still don’t have a ride to the tweetup… Of course people are lame as can be and I have to figure things out on my own. Which makes me...
January 2012
Only the lonely.
fits of depression come easy on a sunny day.
I feel like my friendships are all fake.
Envious of everything everyone does without me.
I’m nobody’s best.
I need to see a therapist.
Find the answers to my questions.
Why won’t anyone ever love me?
Just as a friend; it’s all I need.
I still can't get myself to add you as a FB...
I guess I’m always begging the question of why you never did it first?
That’s just how our story works.
I left without a sound, and you never tried to save us.
dontyoueverwonder:
natashanicole88:
jellifer:
damn.
This kid is extraordinary. On my blog and in your ears is where he belongs.
whaaat. this guy is insane.
I wanna be wherever he is.
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