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/// Pretty sure my roommate has been avoiding me for the past week
\ Pretty sure certain people have been avoiding me for my whole damn life.
I’m the worst at just giving up on people. I’d appreciate it if I could get a formal breakup notice a la Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. At least then I’d get it.
- Oh yeah, I still refuse to go date anyone because I have the looming fear that no one will like me and I will just be a huge letdown that wastes time.
between us sweet because I
know I’m about to get very,
very bitter and I want the
memory of falling asleep
happy to be sharp and painful
when I have to start falling
asleep alone and missing you. anne, I let the word love into my mouth so I have something to choke on when you leave me (via anneisrestless)
There is a shipwreck between your ribs and it took eighteen years
for me to understand how to understand your kind of drowning.
There are people who cannot be held quietly. There are screams
that are never externalized. If I looked at the photo albums of your
past twenty years, all I would find are decibel meter graphs of
phone calls and the intensity of your silence as you sat
smoking cigarettes in the garage.
There is a shipwreck between your ribs. You are a box with
fragile written on it, and so many people have not handled you
And for the first time, I understand that I will never know
how to apologize for being
one of them.